Dear Beautiful Readers,
I think I have been deliberately neglecting my blog because I haven't been so happy lately. I don't like blogging when I'm sad.... it seems too painful to read back on. So that's why I've been avoiding all sorts of writing for a couple of months :(
Okay there is no real updates on my life... I am okay though. Coping! At least I'm alive haha.
I'm unsure about life in general, I feel kind of lost and not sure what direction I want to take, I guess everyone goes through that stage once in a while. It's just a bad place to be for too long.
Well my relationship isn't very good at the moment. There are always so many things getting in the way and I feel like I'm treating myself pretty badly. I need to get a grip on my independance again - I am the only one who can make myself happy :(
On a good note, I'm starting to play the piano again :) That makes me happy! I want to buy a keyboard so I don't disturb my family when I'm learning a new song, even I can imagine how annoying it would be if I had to listen to my repeats LOL!
Watching Six Feet Under at the moment, anime - Hunter x Hunter. Both are very good!
Oh events that have happened/is coming out. Went to Big Day Out with Lizzie, that was intense. I swear I almost got squished alive by 5 men waiting to get into Lily Allen, and Muse was just as bad. My hair got stuck in mens' armpits haha, that was disgusting. It was a fun day though! Backstreet Boys is coming up in March, I'm pretty excited hahaha.
Went with Larissa to get her tattoo done - it looks amazing. The tattooist is such a sweetie pie, he is like my older brother :D it took ages but definitely worth it, I think!
This is part of Thea's Valentines present....... the boxes were filled with fudge and origami - origami took ages (especially the quilled roses. But they're so beautiful so I'm very happy with it) Valentines Day was bad though hahahaha.
Okay that's all my sweetie pies, I think I'm going to get off and bore someone else now LOL! xxxxx
