New Eyes Each Year

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I have a fringe again! But now I want to grow it out... I think I prefer myself without a fringe :\



Dear Beautiful Readers,
I think I have been deliberately neglecting my blog because I haven't been so happy lately. I don't like blogging when I'm sad.... it seems too painful to read back on. So that's why I've been avoiding all sorts of writing for a couple of months :(

Okay there is no real updates on my life... I am okay though. Coping! At least I'm alive haha.
I'm unsure about life in general, I feel kind of lost and not sure what direction I want to take, I guess everyone goes through that stage once in a while. It's just a bad place to be for too long.

Well my relationship isn't very good at the moment. There are always so many things getting in the way and I feel like I'm treating myself pretty badly. I need to get a grip on my independance again - I am the only one who can make myself happy :(

On a good note, I'm starting to play the piano again :) That makes me happy! I want to buy a keyboard so I don't disturb my family when I'm learning a new song, even I can imagine how annoying it would be if I had to listen to my repeats LOL!
Watching Six Feet Under at the moment, anime - Hunter x Hunter. Both are very good!

Oh events that have happened/is coming out. Went to Big Day Out with Lizzie, that was intense. I swear I almost got squished alive by 5 men waiting to get into Lily Allen, and Muse was just as bad. My hair got stuck in mens' armpits haha, that was disgusting. It was a fun day though! Backstreet Boys is coming up in March, I'm pretty excited hahaha.


Went with Larissa to get her tattoo done - it looks amazing. The tattooist is such a sweetie pie, he is like my older brother :D it took ages but definitely worth it, I think!

This is part of Thea's Valentines present....... the boxes were filled with fudge and origami - origami took ages (especially the quilled roses. But they're so beautiful so I'm very happy with it) Valentines Day was bad though hahahaha.



Okay that's all my sweetie pies, I think I'm going to get off and bore someone else now LOL! xxxxx

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Jude Law in his prime *foams at the mouth*



Dear Gorgeous Readers,Sorry I haven't wrote anything for awhile, I'll admit it - I've been lazy!

Woohoo I got to wear my favourite scarf in Summer!


It's almost Christmas and I'm in the festive mood! Which is brilliant because I haven't felt very Christmas-y for a few years. So now I'm staying up late for the next few weeks and making presents which is kind of fun.An interesting thought - what should my New Years Resolutions contain? All mine seem the same every year, I feel like making some challenging ones.... but I'm clueless :(

Nothing has really happened since I've last been here, oh actually it was my one month with Thea on the 5th December. (Interesting fact - we were official from November 5th which is when Guy Fawkes planned to blow up parliament LOL. And I love V for Vendetta so I found it sooo cool! Thea does not share my sense of humour)

Boobs and I


Anyway I didn't get to see Thea because it was both my Uncles' birthday and I had to spend the day with relatives and Boobs so I was pretty sad......... until I got out my front door and there were presents waiting for me outside hohoho!!!! :D

So now I have a massive bear in an American football Jersey, a seashell necklace (made from the shells we picked at the beach), his favourite wristband, roses, letters and a very cute card! I am so spoilt!!!!!! But not only do I feel spoilt, I feel kind of....... guilty that I am not as creative/thoughtful as him. I'm a pretty selfish girlfriend, even I can see that........... oh boy :(

But everything is going well, I am quite happy! (this is what I mean, why am I quite happy?! Shouldn't I be super duper happy?!) I think super duper happy means that I would get to see him more LOL. I am a loser.

These are the letters I've written for him but am too scared to give.



Oh no, time for cleaning. I've been cleaning the whole week - parents wont let me out unless the house is sparkling so I must go off and become a desperate housewife ;)

Bye bye xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

How delicious do these fruits look! I can't wait till they're ripe :)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Just because everyone loves Kaasha! He looks like a massive bear now...... and he's less than 3 months old!!! :D


To my darling readers,

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while! I just didn't have many interesting things to say. Lately, I've just been bored and unhappy. Sometimes it's rightfully so but most of the times I think I always put my priorities first and it hurts the people close to me :( But luckily, I have all that sorted out now!

I had lovely Mojitos with Lizzie on Thursday night at Electric Ladyland (on Chapel St), our bartender looked like Ricky Martin haha! Then we were snapped by the Fox but both of us agreed that the picture is dreadful so I'm not putting it up here =P

Lizzie and I @ Electric Ladyland



Then I got drunk with Jason on Saturday night and Linh came over. I forgot how much I like Gin and Tonics..... funnily enough, Linh found me crying on the phone while I was lying in a strangers driveway (that is just crazy!) so she drove me to Maccas to eat :D She is just too sweet! I had the worst hangover the next day.

This is my exhausted cousin Jason



Hrmm and yesterday, I watched New Moon with Thea. The things I do for my boyfriend.................. *sighs loudly* he is so in love with Jacob and Edward. This makes me feel like the man in the relationship! I am so happy that I didn't fall asleep and drool all over his lap.

(REALLY SORRY ABOUT THE LACK OF PICTURES meaning lack of THEA...... I should just put on a picture of clean shaven Johnny Depp, imagine Johnny tanned and that's Thea.)

What Thea looks like but imagine a bit more Asian but not too much!!!



So we drove back to a park near my place and talked till 3 am. In that time, he taught me how to waltz on the football field and after, we just lay down and looked at the stars together. It was pretty romantic.............. :) We always have really good discussions. I feel like I can trust him so much because he tells me everything......

OH! Exciting news. I bought a frog that can apparently change into a prince in 72 hours. I'll post up pictures about his progress, so far it's been absolutely hilarious. And weird.

Frog =========> Prince LOL



And I'm so happy I got my car (my baby) back!

Sorry for such a badly structured blog, I'm exhausted!

Goodnight lovelies xxxxxxxxxxxx

Saturday, November 21, 2009

That's Thea's puppy Kaasha...... I want to take him on a walk :D :D :D




Dear Beautiful Readers,


I had noticed that ever since I started dating Prince Charming, I had to learn to share him with other Princesses :( Because if I didn't, I'd be dying in jealousy everyday...................... which I probably do regardless HAHA... but just saying...

Thea is always surrounded by girls and he's too nice to say NO!

So the lesson learnt - I'm a goddess and there is nooooooo way in hell that he'd cheat on me with someone less than that. JOKE. Err, I guess the true meaning of being happy always starts with our own self esteem.

Therefore, I am NOT jealous that he is staying in a hotel room with another woman (coworker) for 3 nights...................................... LOL.

Other than that, my week has been pretty boring! I don't really have much going on, it's work... sleep, read, eat and it continues.................

Hope you guys are having a better week than mine! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

P.S - That's Boobs and I! We had a brilliant walk the other day but he really needs to get de-sexed cause that dog is wilddddddd!


Saturday, November 14, 2009

I am a very lucky girl!

To my darling readers!

You guys make me want to write more often! I am going to be a computer nerd again! 8)

Right now, I'm very happy with the way life is going :) (besides having 8 mosquito bites on my legs/feet... I want to die in that instance teeheehee)

Outside my place.... waiting for Thea like an idiot :D


Elaine and I


Anyway, I had a very lovely date on Friday with my boyfriend, we attempted to do a Yellow Pages date... where one of us chooses a page from the restaurant section randomly and the other closes their eyes and runs their finger down their page and lands on a place and we have to end up eating there. It may sound really fun but in reality, we were both too chicken to try it out HAHA.

These are the beautiful flowers he bought me when he picked me up at my place! ...whereas I picked him flowers from my garden *cringe* One of the flowers smelt like metal, how embarrassing... *crawls in a corner to die slowly and painfully*



And this is the model he made of my family :)




So we ended up in Springvale eating Asian food for dinner, we couldn't decide what to order (we are the most indecisive couple in the world) so in the end, the waitress decided what we were going to eat! Luckily it was delicious, we had some kind of chicken and spring rolls.... which got kind of messy because we fed each other with chopsticks, quite unsuccessfully I might add HAHA. My blouse will never be the same again........

Then we couldn't decide what to do afterwards so I had to choose between visiting a cemetery and going ghost hunting, or go up Mt Dandenong which is where we headed! We had to walk up to the unofficial lookout which was quite difficult but once we finally got there, it was definitely worth the view. I could see all the lights in the whole of Melbourne and it was so beautiful! Definitely a very special and romantic moment!

This is the lookout where you cannot see a single thing with my lame ass camera on my phone! But it still looks kind of pretty... in a really dark kind of way!! Hahhaha.


Thea and I just stayed up there and talked for ages, it was really, really nice :) I didn't want to go home at all... but I was 3 hours past my curfew (I know, it's ridiculous, still having one when I'm 18 HAHA but you know... Asian parents...)

Saturday and Sunday were typical, Grandma's place and Church. Right now I feel disgusting because I need a shower but just wanted to blog first before I forgot anything...

*inserts non existant romantic picture of Thea and I* (I AM SO SORRY READERS BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ASK HIM FOR A PHOTO :O... even I want one to stare at when I'm lonely HAHA)


This is my Thea Shrine, where I put the things he gives me... the table is getting a bit full now! May have to move things onto the study desk....



Okay beloved readers, I might take a nap now! Had a long day.

Love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Dear Non Existant Readers,

This is what I look like now :) I no longer have a fringe! It's been awhile, hasn't it?



I guess I should begin by apologising for my sudden stop in writing blogs but I figured no one would miss them too much since I don't write anything too interesting anyway haha. And I'm not even sure if anyone will be reading this, not that I'm fussed to be honest! I just can't sleep haha.

Anyway, lots has been happening since I last blogged. In general, I'm happier than I've been in a very long time!

Some new events that have happened to me since I've been gone;

- I got my P's on the 15th August! That was really exciting... if I didn't pass the first time, I am quite sure if I didn't kill myself, my parents would've done it for me

- I have a new car! Dad decided to spoil me and buy me a BMW after not too much begging, I'm very happy. Her name is Grim!



Errr... it seemed like I had a lot more going on for some reason HAHA. Turns out I was mistaken!

- Well, I have a boyfriend! He's everything I want, no complaints in that department :) Though I figured out once you're in a relationship, it's so easy for expectations to become unrealistic... so I have to remind myself daily that I'm very lucky to be Dorothy Leong at this present moment! (maybe this is where I felt like I had a lot more going on than I really do HAHA)

*inserts non existant cute photo of me and Thea*

Okay that's me being gay and posing with his car before I surprised him at work, luckily he came out JUST after that photo was taken. Boy, I'm getting flustered just thinking about it!



- Bought BDO tickets with Lizzie which is really exciting since I loveeee Muse! Can't wait to see them live, it's going to be amazing!! I'm practically wetting myself thinking about it.

That's Lizzie and I. We were dressed up as a bride and groom for Halloween since we've been married since Year 9. It seemed right to consummate our marriage!



- I saw Sue from 'Glee' on Chapel St but I didn't ask for her autograph. I just stared at her like a stunned mullet and now I regret it so much............

- I haven't felt so peaceful with myself in a really long time.... though I feel fat because I've been skipping the gym like a bad @ss :( It just feels like so much effort sometimes... well all the time to be honest.

Anyway, I'm exhausted now! Bedtime for me! Where I will have sweet dreams of the boyfie. No not really, my dreams are usually disturbing hahaha.

Nighttttttttttt xxxxxxxxxxxx

Friday, August 7, 2009

I'd tap that...

Haha.

Hehe.



Dear Reader,

I had a pretty good day, though it was so tiring. I've been waking up at the crack of dawn this whole week... not happy about that. Today I got up at 8 am to go to the gym with Mum. I had an appointment with Mr. M... which makes gym a whole lot more exciting than it really is.

Anyway I probably shouldn't go into great amounts of detail but the programme designed for me is more than enough to kill. I have a feeling my body will be sore tomorrow... wahhh. My warm up was literally how much exercise I do in a year, isn't that sad haha.

After gym, I went to the city to visit Claire where we walked around for ages, ate, walked, ate, drank, ate... or something like that. For a period of time, we thought we actually died (not even kidding) cause waiters/random people did not notice us. Even automatic doors wouldn't open for us... so we whooshed around the city thinking we were dead.

Corner of Swanston and Collins.

Wow we got served earlier today... amazing.


Food was disappointing today annoyingly, we must find good restaurants to eat at!

Found a beautiful Wayne Cooper dress I want, am very broke. I spent $50 on food today alone haha. I think I need more money... definitely wont be getting a Credit card anytime soon.

I actually drank a long black cause I was that tired.


Doro x

P.S; I have no stamina for blogs haha